Welcome

I see you've resorted to words, too. We all do what we have to. You'll find book info down the page and to the right (including how to order, if you're so inclined), barely semi-regular blog entries just below, and way down at the bottom, a list of what's out there--interviews, poetry, fiction, and so on. I love comments. So drop me a note.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Spring is for the Birds!

While lying in bed with insomnia one recent early morning (a common occurrence for me), I started counting birds, not sheep. That is, now that it's spring, I added up the number of bird species who are either regular visitors or who happen through on their way to some other more suitable clime. (How can that be? Birds truly have small brains, no?)

Anyway, I came up with 30 species, and here they are: black-capped chickadee, crow, raven, house finch, lesser goldfinch, American goldfinch, house sparrow, Lincoln sparrow, song sparrow, nuthatch, Harris's woodpecker, Downy woodpecker, lazuli bunting, blue grosbeak, evening grosbeak, black-headed grosbeak, stellar's jay, grey jay, pine siskin, oriole, brown thrasher, green-tailed towhee, black-headed junco, summer tanager, yellow warbler, cedar waxwing, magpie, robin, red-tailed hawk, and Canada geese.

Of this last bird, the Canadian goose, Amish farmer and writer David Kline writes in his book Great Possessions, "Canada geese, like us, can hardly wait for spring. Unlike most other migrants who wait until the weather warms and then travel north rapidly, geese return with the opening of the water. Since spring moves north around 15 miles a day, the northward movement of geese might be considered a slow migration."

Indeed. Leisurely, you might say. I have heard a pair honking in a low flyover every morning now for months. I don't know where they sleep at night, but just before sunrise, they're headed east--right toward the Arkansas River, which runs just a couple miles from my house. How long they'll stay is anybody's guess.

I like to think of migration as a kind of bird wanderlust. A few years ago, I was seized by just such a thing when I thought I had to move back to Texas. I wrote a poem about it, called "Migration," which I'll share here, and then close with a comment.

Migration

This damned Zugunruhe*, this urge to set my face
Toward some distant land, one I will inhabit again--
Like the doves my father kept when I was a child--
It must be true! I have stored fat for the journey,
A cache of fuel and burden, function and density
To propel me with its own downhill momentum.
I hope as I go I will lighten this load of me.

Before I leave, I watch the colorful cacophony
Of birds in my front yard who’ve just arrived:
The orioles in their dapper orange, white and black,
The Lincoln and white-crowned sparrows dressed in
Diminutive prairie suits of gray and brown,
And the startling, chattering, chortling goldfinches,
Who, like me, never seem to settle down.

And now, it is my turn to go.

Diurnal, I ride the rising current of hope,
The goodwill of friends, then glide slowly
Over my parched and receding present until
The next buoyant bubble catches me and lifts
My soaring soul away from the shimmering
Blue and brown, gray and green.
And thus, I will arrive to where I’ve been.

Nocturnal now, I glide down the dark corridor
Of cooling air, lit faintly by moon and stars;
I need not look up to read their courses.
My body heat trails behind me, a comet,
The long ribbon of highway ahead and behind.
In the quiet wonder I think, imagine, and worry
About all there is, or could be, or might not be.

Or perhaps what I feel is just old biology,
Pulled on by indelible urges known since the
Dawn of time--hunger, mating (It would be nice!)
Or death--to land myself on some other shore
After navigating seas, and seas, and seas.
Lucky and beleaguered, I’ll ease myself down,
Tired and thin, and deserve whatever I get.

Why do we give up our hard-won territory?
Can it really be just to eat, to die, or take a wife?
This is the question of any hour, of any life.
We fly madly on though we know the way,
Bodies aligned like iron filings to a magnet,
Eyes fixed on some point far beyond our vision,
Our bird-souls alighting ahead, calling us to follow.
-----
*Migratory restlessness often seen in caged birds.

Of all the animals there are to watch, birds are by far my favorite. And spring is by far the best time to do it. The leaves are not yet fully on the trees here in central Colorado--though, as Kline notes, every day another 15 miles green up and obscure these magnificent creatures. Soon, all you'll have is sound.
But what a sound!

Latest Book Release

Latest Book Release
Depending on the Light: Writing My Change in Sexual Orientation--Click cover image to order from Amazon.com. Electronic review copies available--just e-mail me.

Praise for Depending on the Light

"This is a work that shatters the separation of body/spirit, logic/emotion, virtue/sin, Christianity/lesbianism to create a space for human growth and understanding. Heise’s raw insights and well-sculpted language are definitely worth reading."
—Emily Golson, Ph.D.
American University in Cairo
University of Northern Colorado

"Karen Heise never shies away from two of the most important things in life: truth and honesty. At the core of her sensibility is an undeniable desire to know what it means to be human regardless of gender and social mores. This is a must read for anyone who is intrigued by the notion that a woman can be courageous enough to swim against the tide of public criticism."
—Laurie Wagner Buyer, author of
Spring’s Edge: A Ranch Wife’s Chronicles

For Distance Educators and Institutions

For Distance Educators and Institutions
On Sale Now--Click the "How to Order" links below. Discounts available for Bulk Orders

What people are saying about our online textbook:

"A very helpful text for new online instructors ... I recommend it highly."
--Ben Varner, Professor of English, Univ. of Norther Colorado/Feature Editor, Online Learning, Academic Exchange Quarterly

"An excellent tool to structure faculty workshops or for the novice instructor interested in teaching online for the first time ... a valuable asset to faculty, instructional designers, trainers, and departmental managers."
--Cindy Smith, Secretary of the Texas Distance Learning Assn./Instructional Design Coordinator, The Univ. of Texas at Tyler

"If you're looking to increase your retention or just starting to teach remotely, this is the book to read--a real textbook for online instructors!"
--Mickey Slimp, Ed.D./Project Director, Internet Teachers at Every College/Founding Director, Virtual College of Texas/Executive Director, Northeast Texas Consortium of Colleges


Other Writing and Teaching Services

TEXT EDITING/PROOFING
Got a manuscript that needs some tweaking? Need to get a project ready to submit to an agent or editor? Need assistance with general writing projects? E-mail me--I can help. You'll receive electronic line-by-line editing and manuscript critique, as well as an overall summary of the work.
RATES:

$150 -- first 5 hours of
critique
$ 50/hr. for any critique/editing over 5
hours
QUALIFICATIONS:

--M.A, in English, Univ. of Norther Colorado
--12+ years' experience teaching online and classroom-based college-level writing courses, including technical writing
--Online and print media editing experience

ONLINE CLASS TEACHING/CONSULTING
Would you like your institution or organization to go online and offer classes? Do you need help getting the process started, building classes, or managing classes already up and running? I can troubleshoot areas you may need to improve, then help you accomplish your goals.

CONSULTATION RATES:

$50/hr./2 hr. minimum charge
Ongoing support is also available
QUALIFICATIONS:

--online teaching for two TX community colleges since 2004
--class design
--multimedia design and support
--co-author of Building the Successful Online Course with Dr. Ken L. Haley, Paris Jr. College